I feel you there - I keep reminding myself that all us writers have different life situations and that there's so much "invisible" stuff we do that take energy away from writing that we might not notice. I think you're doing fantastic! And yeah, the challenge of D&D players just going off on their own merry way, no matter what you as DM has planned XD I've learned to prep as little as possible for each session, to save energy and put myself in the mind-set for all the improve I'll eventually have to do, hehe.