Sounds like a heady schedule, to say the least! And I know that feeling well. For me at least it tends to be like this: On the one hand, not panicking feels good because you know that simply panicking on its own doesn't make anything better, it just gives you an upset stomach and higher blood pressure... But on the other hand, there's that nagging thought that maybe a little bit of panic would be just the extra pressure you need to buckle down and study harder. So you want the panic in order to feel safer.

Wishing you the best of luck with being able to get into the right mood for these challenges! \o/