Late to this post and... yeah. basically. I saw it on twitter and feel like I should be angry that it is hawks fucking AGAIN but ugh. Just tired.
There's players I still love on that tea, foremost Hossa who is my favourite, but really, how could I go back? Looking at it leaving hockey fandom on the whole might be easier. I try to get more active with other pairings, but output is more sporadic and my writing is fizzling, as always.
On the other hand, there's of course the tempting idea of just ignoring the "minor" problems and just reading the fic. But honestly this is playing so much into hawks' narrative and they want people not to care about the shit off the ice and that alone is what stops me. Well, and the bitterness towards some fandom members and their ethics.
But... ugh. I wih I could stay, but hockey fandom makes it harder everyday. Maybe I will find a solution, but right now it sucks.
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There's players I still love on that tea, foremost Hossa who is my favourite, but really, how could I go back? Looking at it leaving hockey fandom on the whole might be easier. I try to get more active with other pairings, but output is more sporadic and my writing is fizzling, as always.
On the other hand, there's of course the tempting idea of just ignoring the "minor" problems and just reading the fic. But honestly this is playing so much into hawks' narrative and they want people not to care about the shit off the ice and that alone is what stops me. Well, and the bitterness towards some fandom members and their ethics.
But... ugh. I wih I could stay, but hockey fandom makes it harder everyday. Maybe I will find a solution, but right now it sucks.