My weirdest fandom break-up yet: Guardian

[schneefink]

By now there are quite a few fandoms I've lost interest in. Sometimes it was very sudden – The Magicians, for example – and sometimes it was long and drawn-out, like with hockey (RPF). Sometimes the reason is something to do with canon, sometimes I just got distracted by other things. But there usually is a reason, which is what makes "Guardian" so strange, because I don't really know what happened.

I watched Guardian in mid-2018 and enjoyed it a lot. So many beautiful tropes I love! I knew pretty much from the beginning that it'd never be a fandom I'd be very active in in terms of fic-writing, there's just too many plot holes and I'd find that too frustrating, but fortunately other people are less bothered by that. I enjoyed the pretty gifs and the amounts of great h/c fic and the discussions etc. and I was excited when more people got into the fandom. After a while I stopped seeking out new Guardian fic, and I thought I was in the cool-down phase of a fandom crush and the slow fading-out would continue as usual.

Instead, from one day to the next I completely lost interest in Guardian fic. Well, probably not literally, but that's what it felt like. People were still updating WIPs I'd loved and posting new fics with tropes I like and I had zero desire to read them. Which is very strange especially considering that I have no problem reading fics for fandoms I feel neutral about or don't even know, and if it's an author I like sometimes even for fandoms I dislike. And I don't dislike Guardian canon - I don't have strong feelings about it anymore, but I still have fond memories, I still enjoy screenshots when I happen to see them on my Tumblr dashboard, and I might even rewatch a few of my favorite episodes at some point. I just don't feel like reading fic about it. No clue why. It's weird. Not really bad – there's more than enough other stories to read, so it's not something I have a desire to "fix" somehow, and I was never deeply enough in the fandom that I miss it, though I did sometimes almost wish I was because it was nice seeing friends so excited about it. Just odd. Maybe it'll change again at some point, who knows. One of the things I've learned is that I can never predict which fandom will catch my interest next. (Makes life more exciting.)

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[moonvoice]

Oh this is such a strange phenomenon. I've only had it happen to me once, and that was with Dorian/Iron Bull fics in the Dragon Age: Inquisition fandom. I haven't been able to read a single one since, which leaves about 70 useless bookmarks in my AO3 line up, and me convinced that maybe one day I might want to read them again? But it's been *literally years* and my 'nope' point was like - one night I was reading them, the next morning I never wanted anything to do with it. I'm not squicked, I don't dislike it, I just *nothing* it on a profound level it was like I was never there in the first place?

Maybe it won't change? But at least there are all the old fandoms where it's possible to make forays back in and enjoy the old fics etc. I'm glad you don't have a desire to fix it or anything, I think it just happens sometimes? But it is so strange!

[schneefink]

I too still have surely dozens of Guardian fics bookmarked in case I find myself interested again, who knows... Maybe it'll be next week, or maybe never, tastes are strange things.