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Aug. 29th, 2018 11:14 pmMe two weeks ago: like a year ago when I had the same job, I'll be able to listen to a lot of podcasts during work, it'll be fun :)
Me now: listens to similar music all the time because anything else takes too much extra brainspace. I think I listened to Pentatonix' Daft Punk about a hundred times.
I'm usually very tired when I get home, even though I "only" work five hours, but if I remember correctly I'll get used to it in time before the next semester. I got used to getting up early quickly, which was annoying on the weekend when I thought that I can use the opportunity to stay up late and sleep in and then just woke up at the same time and was tired the whole day.
Still, it's a good feeling to work and earn money again. Fingers crossed it'll be fine with classes at the same time.
I'm kind of… unsettled, maybe, though that's not quite the right word, by what happened in Chemnitz. Feels like I shouldn't be surprised and that is already a pretty bad sign. And then I read national political news again and it makes me sick; international news are bad all the time but at least it feels further away. Idk how people who are in more danger than me cope with it. And then I try to not think about it for a while again, because I'm not strong enough (yet, hopefully) to do more, and I'm glad I still have that luxury, and I read about people fighting for good because that is always there too.
Me now: listens to similar music all the time because anything else takes too much extra brainspace. I think I listened to Pentatonix' Daft Punk about a hundred times.
I'm usually very tired when I get home, even though I "only" work five hours, but if I remember correctly I'll get used to it in time before the next semester. I got used to getting up early quickly, which was annoying on the weekend when I thought that I can use the opportunity to stay up late and sleep in and then just woke up at the same time and was tired the whole day.
Still, it's a good feeling to work and earn money again. Fingers crossed it'll be fine with classes at the same time.
I'm kind of… unsettled, maybe, though that's not quite the right word, by what happened in Chemnitz. Feels like I shouldn't be surprised and that is already a pretty bad sign. And then I read national political news again and it makes me sick; international news are bad all the time but at least it feels further away. Idk how people who are in more danger than me cope with it. And then I try to not think about it for a while again, because I'm not strong enough (yet, hopefully) to do more, and I'm glad I still have that luxury, and I read about people fighting for good because that is always there too.
