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Aug. 28th, 2014 12:33 pmI'm having the old "I know I should do X and I was honestly planning to but then my mom told me to do it and now I don't want to anymore" problem. It's like she always manages to add that extra sentence or word to sound so patronizing that all my defenses go up.
I'm planning to move out sometime this semester, but I'm really not forward to looking for a place.
Every time I feel new characters getting into my head I'm afraid to "lose" the ones that are already there. Not the ones that have been there forever, just the newer ones. Depending how clear they were, their voice, motivations, bodies etc. One or two of the very old ones are like old friends, some others are pale but come back without much difficulty, and the ones that are currently most vivid are the ones that I play with, explore, create stories with and sometimes even write them down. At the moment it seems to me like I have more of the latter category than I could manage to keep active before, and I like it. It's a bit like the inside of my head became more populated and multi-dimensional.
I'm planning to move out sometime this semester, but I'm really not forward to looking for a place.
Every time I feel new characters getting into my head I'm afraid to "lose" the ones that are already there. Not the ones that have been there forever, just the newer ones. Depending how clear they were, their voice, motivations, bodies etc. One or two of the very old ones are like old friends, some others are pale but come back without much difficulty, and the ones that are currently most vivid are the ones that I play with, explore, create stories with and sometimes even write them down. At the moment it seems to me like I have more of the latter category than I could manage to keep active before, and I like it. It's a bit like the inside of my head became more populated and multi-dimensional.
