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schneefinkSoo I was sad about not going to WorldCon this year -
(Me today: I'm sad I'm not going to Worldcon.
DD: Why aren't you?
Me: …because I wasn't sure if I could go months ago, and now short-term it'd be a hassle with the tickets and the flights and the accommodation and stuff.
DD: All of that can be fixed/organized, you have the time and you could afford it, if you want to go then you should.
Me: …um.
Me: You're not wrong, but it would be a lot of work to organize and I hate organizing and it's late so who knows if it'll work out... and it'd be a LOT and what if it's too tiring... and what if...)
- and I would probably talk myself into it in a few days but I just saw that they only sell membership passes for the next hour and a half and that's way too fast to make a decision!! And the hotels nearby are already full! And it's a lot of money! And DD is already asleep and LB not responding!
Whyy couldn't I have thought of this tomorrow then it would have been too late anyway and no longer an issue, or otherwise yesterday. Why am I so indecisive and have bad timing. Someone talk me in or out of this please.
ETA: Tickets bought! I'm going to Worldcon! ...probably. I could still change my mind and resell them. But probably not. Guess I'll see. Aaah my nerves.
(Me today: I'm sad I'm not going to Worldcon.
DD: Why aren't you?
Me: …because I wasn't sure if I could go months ago, and now short-term it'd be a hassle with the tickets and the flights and the accommodation and stuff.
DD: All of that can be fixed/organized, you have the time and you could afford it, if you want to go then you should.
Me: …um.
Me: You're not wrong, but it would be a lot of work to organize and I hate organizing and it's late so who knows if it'll work out... and it'd be a LOT and what if it's too tiring... and what if...)
- and I would probably talk myself into it in a few days but I just saw that they only sell membership passes for the next hour and a half and that's way too fast to make a decision!! And the hotels nearby are already full! And it's a lot of money! And DD is already asleep and LB not responding!
Whyy couldn't I have thought of this tomorrow then it would have been too late anyway and no longer an issue, or otherwise yesterday. Why am I so indecisive and have bad timing. Someone talk me in or out of this please.
ETA: Tickets bought! I'm going to Worldcon! ...probably. I could still change my mind and resell them. But probably not. Guess I'll see. Aaah my nerves.
