Ugh, brain

Things my brain does that are annoying: I do something or make a decision that I'm confident is the right choice, it makes sense/is rational/is in all likelihood the best option, and yet it still wants outside confirmation that I'm right, because otherwise what if I'm just fooling myself? And sometimes one outside person (usually DD, though I try not to ask her too often because I don't want to annoy her) isn't enough and it wants more opinions, and maybe not two but three or more, for no good reason at all. Argh. I can't remember if I used to have this problem before I got depression but I hope it goes away again.

(Current example, I have to keep telling myself that staying home today and cancelling D&D tomorrow because of a medium headache and sore throat and being tired was the smart thing to do, and ignore the voice in the back of my head saying that I'm just lazy and if I really wanted to I could do more. Yeah, and then actually be sick next week, that would be great. Shut up, brain.)
(I could go to D&D! Except it was supposed to be the first session of the short campaign I'll DM and I definitely need to be at full brain capacity for that. Also I didn't get around to finishing prep today, the city doesn't even have a name yet.)